Shower Issues

Honestly, I cannot remember the last time I actually bathed. I know it's been at least a month. I finally took a loooooong shower monday, only because I had a doctors appointment. My hair fell out in huge clumps.

I hadn't brushed my teeth in over a week.

I'm in a disgusting phase. The house is proof of that. However, I can say that I have cleaned up after this rabbit every day. I put him in our utility room, which is pretty big. It's where our main door to outside is, so cleaning is a snap- I simply sweep it all outside.

I spent grocery money and bought a few things for him- timothy grass, bedding/litter, a small litter box and pellets.

There is a kitchen table with two chairs plus a smaller utility table so he can hide. I rabbit proofed it and I place old, clean clothes out for him every day. It's easy- the soiled clothes go right in the washer which is right there.

During the day, I put him outside in a roomy cage with water so he can get air and eat grass and so I don't stress about Faith chasing him. She's horrible about this rabbit; desperate to get him.

Anyway, disability sent me a letter saying they don't have enough evidence to support my case, so I have an appt with one of their doctors Friday, plus I have to bring someone with me who knows me and my condition. What a pain in the ass for that someone. Roger, bless his heart, agreed to come, even though he works nights and drives a bus in the mornings and afternoons, so that day he won't get any sleep.

But there's really no one else who knows me like he does.

I'm just in a real down phase lately. Putting off everything and just sitting here. Can't explain it.

LifeWriter

Weird Seroquel Dreams

With Seroquel, I seem to dream more often. Just before I awoke this morning, I had the strangest dream. I know there was a lot more to it, but I remember just snippets.

First, I was babysitting a boy whom I'd actually sat for when I was a teen. His parents were expected home about midnight; it was after 4am when they'd arrived and I'd just begun to change another diaper when they showed up. It was freezing out and I had to answer the door with him clad in just his shirts and diaper.

Then, to my surprise, they called another woman who I don't know who she was, but she told me to tell them she wanted the second car seat, even though they just lived next door.

Fast forward to an airfield and some helicopter mechanics I'd worked with in real life. Some deal was made, and an Air Force AirEvac took off. One mechanic was bitching that another mechanic owed him. I asked him why was that and he replied that all helicopters were told to remain in the air until this AirEvac departed.

After the jet wash dissipated, a number of other aircraft departed. When I looked at the sky for the umpteenth time, I saw what looked like a massive drain the clear blue sky. It was shaped like an octagon and square holes.

As I was asking about it, it turned into a jet, pointed the nose directly upwards and disappeared.

Wierd Seroquel dreams...